When to blog or even breathe?

I really like blogging and reading other people's blogs. However, lately I haven't really held up my end of blogging. It's not that I don't want to or that I don't have anything to blog about. It's that I really don't have time to blog and when I do have time I am to exhausted to blog. I mean my last post was about Christmas Eve which was almost 4 weeks ago. Seriously? Every night I lay down in bed and the first thing that pops into my head is "I should go blog". I never do though because I know that I will be on here late that night and have to pay for it the next day.

I know with the holiday's things get crazy and everyone gets super busy but I don't think that is the problem. The problem is that there is not enough hours in the day. I am sure any mom can second this. Being a full time mom, working full time, and still trying to be a house wife is where all the time goes. If I am not tending to my cute little Landon, I am probably at work. If I am not at work then I am probably home attempting to clean or cook dinner. And finally if I am not doing any of that I am probably sitting on the couch thinking about all the things that need to be done and stressing about them.

I will tell you that my house right now as we speak is probably the messiest that it has ever been. For the life of me I cannot get it cleaned. Trying to clean the house in-between everything else is not working. Everytime I turn around there is something that I need to do. It just seems like every room is full of clutter. I hate clutter! But I just keep telling myself that spending time with Landon and Jon is more important than a clean house. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaa, that makes me feel better. If I slowly just keep plugging along it will eventually get cleaned. Right?

So anyways I feel like there is no time to breathe in my life right now let alone blog. I feel that I am stuck in a rut of everyday routine of exhaustion and don't get to enjoy the good things. I am trying to find a balance between everything but it is a challenge doing so. I hope one day soon that things will settle down and I will feel as if I have more time to enjoy the things that I wanting to right now.

Anyways before I keep blabbing on I would like to say just like most everything else blogging has been on the back burner. I want to try and make it more of an appoint to blog but there is no promises here. I guess we will just see how things pane in the near future.